im sitting here wishing and hoping that two seconds from now i wont exist anymore.

im fucking done.

so im sick all of a sudden. i woke up this morning and was like ughh...i bet i got it from sumone at summerfest cuz there was 60000 ppl there =( saw 30 seconds to mars and then left cuz there was too many fucking emos there. it was teh suck!
i am so obsessed with donnie darko now


HAWWT!!!! <3

i finally saw donnie darko today...omg such a good movie. donnie is soooo HAWT too... /drool. i was all sad when he died =(
i lovehate movies like that...they get u really liking the main char and then they kill them. RAWR.
oh and im getting a phone this week sumtime. finally
and i applied a couple more places so we'll see what happends there
Eb games being one of them...that would be the best job EVER
discount on ps3! w00t lol
but i wont get my hopes up

omg....i saw NIN today...it was beyond amazing. The opening bands were sort of lame. but peaches stripped and shit that was at least entertaining LOL that other band just bored the fuck outta me. I wanted one of those shirts with her butt on it haha, but i got a NIN shirt its hawt. im so happy right now, that concert like made my day...maybe week, month...summer! His music just does something to me thats unexplainable. its amazing tho. I think my fav. part was when trent was dancing in front of the big red screen while they were playin closer.../drool. it was def. hawt as fuck, be mad that u missed it. im changing my religion to reznorism...all hail trent! :P

so i hung out with deric and karl today. we went to the mall, got sum coffeeeeeee!! we tried to make a lan but my router and gay comp wouldnt work right omg. we wasted like 2 hours on that shit. derics comp is like godly. im so uber jealous, and his lcd screen is hawt too. /drool. and of course i didnt get to smoke cuz im lookin for a job UGH but today was fun =)

Im starting to realize how stupid WoW is and how pointless my life is. i feel like im going no where ugh, even tho im going to school, but thats all i have. no fucking job, no car, im such a loser. ive been having sum insane dreams lately...feel like i just wanna stay in dreamland...its more fun and interesting. unlike rl...its so boring, im sick of always knowing whats gonna happen. i wanna be suprised. errr something idk. >_<

but im going to NIN next weekend, that shall be awesome

omg im so annoyed with my internet it keeps going down >_< it always dies right in the middle of my crack in take(WoW)rawr i got sumone to go to teh zoo with yay ;)

I was messing around on my favorite site again: cyberpowerpc.com
i built this pc for $724, fucking amazing deal, expexially for dual core processors /drool
and the god of all cases. pwnage video card too =)
im saving up for this when i get my job.
ha i know im a computer whore, but w/e

CASE: X-BLADE Mid-Tower 450W W/ WINDOW & LCD Temperature Display + FAN CONTROL (SILVER COLOR)
CPU: (939-pin) AMD Athlon™64 X2 3800+ Dual-Core CPU w/ HyperTransport Technology
MOTHERBOARD: (Sckt939)EVGA nForce4 SLI Chipset SATA RAID Dual PCI-E Mainboard w/GbLAN, USB2.0, &7.1Audio
MEMORY: 1024 MB PC3200 400MHz DDR MEMORY (Corsair Value Select)
VIDEO CARD: ATI Radeon X1600 Pro 16X PCI-E 256MB VIDEO CARD
HARD DRIVE: 160GB SATA-II 3.0Gb/s 8M Cache 7200RPM Hard Drive
Optical Drive: COMBO DRIVE (16X DVD-ROM & 52x32x52 CD-RW) (SILVER COLOR)
SOUND: HIGH DEFINITION ON-BOARD 7.1 AUDIO




yea u know thats hawt ;)

today was pretty good actually :D got up early and hung out with karl for teh day, we went a buncha random places, and then came home and played wow...helped his n00b ass with sum quests ;) but yea he likes to flirt with girls on wow...but then again so does my whole fucking guild, it annoys me, but w/e. and he wont go to teh zoo with me =( RAWR I went to fill out an application at LaRae's(my cousin) work and ended up getting an interview on teh spot, i think i did good. and he liked the fact that i was majoring in psychology, which was kewl. there looking for a college student too, so why not pick me!! lol id basically be a receptionist, playing around on teh computer, answering phones, and filing. easy shit. im really hoping i get it. id be uber happy. looking for a job sucks worse than having one, i hope its over soon >_< this week will be good too, getting drunk with laura, and maybe six flags :D seems like things r starting to look up, but i wont let my guard down cuz if i do i know it will all come crashing down on me. anyway i must get back to WoW =)

CHECK OUT MY PWNAGE




CLICK IT.
omg i pwned!! im teh 2nd one. i know i dont have a rank yet cuz i like to lvl 1st and then start pwning in BGs for having no rank i sure did pwn the ones that did ;)

Lyke omg its 666!!! we're all gonna die and shizz. dude ppl clam teh fuck down lol
so today was pretty much the pwnage
i was gone a lot of the day, saw over the hedge again! i <3 that movie, expecially the psychotic squirrel, hes my favorite :D
and i got a ps2 now! so expect to see less of me =)
its sooo cute and little i just wanna like hug it or something LOL
anyway im going to sleepy